Well, I reckon I can probably really get into this whole blogging thing! I mean, I like an opportunity to have somewhere to record my thoughts and analyse myself. And I think it might be nice to have it so my friends and family can also read about it. I can be deep in the way think about things, but I alternate between being open and being guarded in myself. So every post is going be a very different kind of post!
Today, I'm feeling open. So watch out :p
As the new year begins, and things begin to move into full swing, I am encouraged to look forward to the new year, and consider it. And as I speculate and ponder what it has in store, I do it with a general feeling of.... pesimism. Hmmmm.... See, I'm not encouraged or excited about this year ahead, as I don't really feel like there is much in the way of direction or purpose in my life at the moment. I know that sounds a bit crazy, or even negative. But right now, I'm not feeling like there's a lot going on, that would encourage me to think that I'm actually going anywhere right now.
Last year held a lot of let downs and unfulfilled promises and prospects, in terms of work and musical opportunity. So, as I face the year ahead, I'm not optimistic of much exciting prospects or possibilities occurring. I guess it's something that God and I have been struggling with, over these last months.
Last year held a lot of ups and downs, in terms of my health, my relationships, my finances, and therefore my emotional state at times!
Anyway, I think at this point, it's probably a good idea to have a quick 'recap' of the last year.
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